The non-existence of an entity.
I am concerned abt the transformation of existence to non-existence. This transformation is dealt with by loss, death.
One strange type of absence - denial is haunting me. u look at something and can clearly see that it is present- but still deny its existence - this is denial. Many practice denial in many forms.. some deny the existence of hatred in glorifying humanity.. some deny the existence of ambiguities in glorifying religion..
but can i deny the existence of a person (or the most important person!) in my life and carry on my life??
Obviously I CAN, as long as i am busy enough so that i don think abt my life!
The simpler way to answer the question is that there is no one important enough in my life to be the most important person. Writing the above statement gives me a (false?) sense of comfort and power.
The denial is denied by me writing this abstract.