Love is a an interesting thing...
it wouldn't be an overstatement to call it the most interesting and exciting thing in life..
Everything about love is pure and gr8 - just like being repeatedly described and exaggerated in the movies.
There is one downside of it - THE STARTING PROBLEM. Love like parental love, or brotherly love is generally always there (at least in my case :) ). Since the family love is always there - it is not that exciting and it does not have the starting problem! But the love in the context of lovers has this starting problem.
Its the ultimate appraisal.
I hate appraisals coz it has to judge at least one of the team mates as a loser, which can end up subjective to a great degree.
To prepare to tell a love is much like preparing for the ultimate Appraisal - The most common complaint about appraisal is "IT IS TOO SUBJECTIVE" - But in the case of decision about a lover, the subjective nature is inherent and cannot be complained about!
This problem is engulfed in a web of so many other issues like ego,fear that it doesn't surface that easily.
But without all theses problems the process of love will be so mechanical that it will not be exciting.. In other words, only when u r ready to risk it all - can u reach the fruit of being Happily ever after .. or ?
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Friday, November 16, 2007
Absence
The non-existence of an entity.
I am concerned abt the transformation of existence to non-existence. This transformation is dealt with by loss, death.
One strange type of absence - denial is haunting me. u look at something and can clearly see that it is present- but still deny its existence - this is denial. Many practice denial in many forms.. some deny the existence of hatred in glorifying humanity.. some deny the existence of ambiguities in glorifying religion..
but can i deny the existence of a person (or the most important person!) in my life and carry on my life??
Obviously I CAN, as long as i am busy enough so that i don think abt my life!
The simpler way to answer the question is that there is no one important enough in my life to be the most important person. Writing the above statement gives me a (false?) sense of comfort and power.
The denial is denied by me writing this abstract.
I am concerned abt the transformation of existence to non-existence. This transformation is dealt with by loss, death.
One strange type of absence - denial is haunting me. u look at something and can clearly see that it is present- but still deny its existence - this is denial. Many practice denial in many forms.. some deny the existence of hatred in glorifying humanity.. some deny the existence of ambiguities in glorifying religion..
but can i deny the existence of a person (or the most important person!) in my life and carry on my life??
Obviously I CAN, as long as i am busy enough so that i don think abt my life!
The simpler way to answer the question is that there is no one important enough in my life to be the most important person. Writing the above statement gives me a (false?) sense of comfort and power.
The denial is denied by me writing this abstract.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Am i alive?
I am trying hard to figure out the answer to the above question. Defining the state of being alive as the ability to act at my will, i will have to face the fact that I am not alive anymore. You can predict my exact state of mind, sitting/lying position, amount of food waiting for digestion in my tummy etc..etc.. to an amazingly accurate level of precision given my assignment and exam schedules.
But still all your predictions about what I did last Saturday are bound to go wrong. There was too much work on a Saturday evening and all my room mates were immersed in their laptop monitors when a GR8 news spread. There was free food somewhere in college. This is too good a news coz no1 was interested in cooking and no1 ( at least) me was interested to stay in the gloomy room.
We started off to hunt down the spot and where we ended up was a dance floor like the ones they show in those movies! There was snacks instead of meals which diminished our hopes of getting our tummies filled. After entering a dance floor for the first time, and having never danced before, I was standing there in a corner trying to figure out what to do next.
After 5 minutes, nothing changed, the music was foreign to me - so was the entire place. After 15 minutes, I started to shake my body in seemingly haphazard fashion which provoked quite a few comments from my friends - negative ones of course :). I closed my eyes and let the music sink into my body. My thought process was so simple and so lucid. I danced for my own fun without even considering how i look to an external entity. Considering the fact that the room was dark and no1 is there really looking for me or assessing how well I am dancing - it was totally up to me!
The music consumed me - though I never even moved my hands or legs in any way closely resembling any acceptable definition of dance- but i danced !! I danced for so long that the night seemed endless and still I haven't learned a new step or found a new friend .. I was just lost in the beats.. I tried to imitate a lot of steps in vain.. but overall it was more fun than I was hoping for!
Take aways : 1)Never miss an opportunity to dance!
2)Do something crazy! Or else how will u know that you are "Alive"??
But still all your predictions about what I did last Saturday are bound to go wrong. There was too much work on a Saturday evening and all my room mates were immersed in their laptop monitors when a GR8 news spread. There was free food somewhere in college. This is too good a news coz no1 was interested in cooking and no1 ( at least) me was interested to stay in the gloomy room.
We started off to hunt down the spot and where we ended up was a dance floor like the ones they show in those movies! There was snacks instead of meals which diminished our hopes of getting our tummies filled. After entering a dance floor for the first time, and having never danced before, I was standing there in a corner trying to figure out what to do next.
After 5 minutes, nothing changed, the music was foreign to me - so was the entire place. After 15 minutes, I started to shake my body in seemingly haphazard fashion which provoked quite a few comments from my friends - negative ones of course :). I closed my eyes and let the music sink into my body. My thought process was so simple and so lucid. I danced for my own fun without even considering how i look to an external entity. Considering the fact that the room was dark and no1 is there really looking for me or assessing how well I am dancing - it was totally up to me!
The music consumed me - though I never even moved my hands or legs in any way closely resembling any acceptable definition of dance- but i danced !! I danced for so long that the night seemed endless and still I haven't learned a new step or found a new friend .. I was just lost in the beats.. I tried to imitate a lot of steps in vain.. but overall it was more fun than I was hoping for!
Take aways : 1)Never miss an opportunity to dance!
2)Do something crazy! Or else how will u know that you are "Alive"??
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
A reason to be happy!
I have done a lot of things.. somethings big somethigngs tooo small
Most ,if not all, actions of my life are insignificant and inconsequential by any reasonable analysis.
Its good to do things which make me happy.. isnt it??
Why is my happiness based on most trivial things and not on more secure REAL things. Is the pursuit of happiness eternal because of the ficklenss in happiness itself??
If only i need wat i want can i complain about not getting it!
Today I am happy for the simplest thing I did.. Wish the miracle always works.. or like everything else will it subside with time?
Most ,if not all, actions of my life are insignificant and inconsequential by any reasonable analysis.
Its good to do things which make me happy.. isnt it??
Why is my happiness based on most trivial things and not on more secure REAL things. Is the pursuit of happiness eternal because of the ficklenss in happiness itself??
If only i need wat i want can i complain about not getting it!
Today I am happy for the simplest thing I did.. Wish the miracle always works.. or like everything else will it subside with time?
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Death - The art of dying!
Death is a full stop to our life. When we reach a full stop of a sentence it is logical to look for the meaning of the sentence. But a life by itself has no meaning attributed to it - coz it means nothin but the act of staying from death.
Even though death cannot give meaning to us it sure gives us a kind of motivation to live. Death is assured- so we do not have to continue our stupidity for eternity!
My encounters with death are few and far between as I have never been that much of a risk taking person. All the events described below are some of the situations where i have tried to surrender my soul to carelessness n stupidity!
1) In park town railway station,I was crossing the railway track by foot even though I knew I was breaking some laws here. I was also sendin and receiving sms in my horribly used torn apart mobile phone. Concentrating more on the phone and not on my steps I fell down across the track as if I was prostrating myself before some idol. I was quick to recover and walked past the track as if nothing had happened.. well nothing happened anyway!
2) One dark rainy night,I was a pillion rider in my best friend's bike with him. He was uncharacteristically slow and careful in his driving. We traveled a lot without any destination as we usually do. When we were returning back home, the bike slided on uneven road and we were laying in the middle of the road. Seconds later a tata sumo parked itself, and I learned that these things have tires twice as big as my head! That was again a bad anecdote - coz nothing really happened again!
3) I completed doing gre,toefl,applied to univ, quit cts, cleared visa,tried hard to fall in love- but failed, flied to florida, enrolled courses and jumped into the swimming pool. I am good at walking in swimming pool pretending to swim than actually swimming. I tried to swim in the deep and was hoplessly drowning when one of my friends came to my rescue. I was alive again- nothing happened!
In either of the 3 cases (and in a few more which I cannot quite recollect), if something had happened- u couldnt be reading such a wonderful blog!!
In each of the above scenarios, I ask the question of what would have happened if I were dead. I see answers like people who like me very much will be sad(for a few days or so). The next question that comes to my mind is, what would happen when i really die in the future? Again I get the same set of answers- nothing different.
Just because death is the last act in life do not expect a conclusion there. Life is not a long journey where the road leads to paradise- its just a series of small picnics to enjoy and forget about.
Even though death cannot give meaning to us it sure gives us a kind of motivation to live. Death is assured- so we do not have to continue our stupidity for eternity!
My encounters with death are few and far between as I have never been that much of a risk taking person. All the events described below are some of the situations where i have tried to surrender my soul to carelessness n stupidity!
1) In park town railway station,I was crossing the railway track by foot even though I knew I was breaking some laws here. I was also sendin and receiving sms in my horribly used torn apart mobile phone. Concentrating more on the phone and not on my steps I fell down across the track as if I was prostrating myself before some idol. I was quick to recover and walked past the track as if nothing had happened.. well nothing happened anyway!
2) One dark rainy night,I was a pillion rider in my best friend's bike with him. He was uncharacteristically slow and careful in his driving. We traveled a lot without any destination as we usually do. When we were returning back home, the bike slided on uneven road and we were laying in the middle of the road. Seconds later a tata sumo parked itself, and I learned that these things have tires twice as big as my head! That was again a bad anecdote - coz nothing really happened again!
3) I completed doing gre,toefl,applied to univ, quit cts, cleared visa,tried hard to fall in love- but failed, flied to florida, enrolled courses and jumped into the swimming pool. I am good at walking in swimming pool pretending to swim than actually swimming. I tried to swim in the deep and was hoplessly drowning when one of my friends came to my rescue. I was alive again- nothing happened!
In either of the 3 cases (and in a few more which I cannot quite recollect), if something had happened- u couldnt be reading such a wonderful blog!!
In each of the above scenarios, I ask the question of what would have happened if I were dead. I see answers like people who like me very much will be sad(for a few days or so). The next question that comes to my mind is, what would happen when i really die in the future? Again I get the same set of answers- nothing different.
Just because death is the last act in life do not expect a conclusion there. Life is not a long journey where the road leads to paradise- its just a series of small picnics to enjoy and forget about.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
denying "nothing"
A baby is born. We tell it tat its going to gradually learn how to talk walk cry lie read write ... all by just imitating what everybody around it does..
Then we tell it , to learn all the "nuances" of life by "experience" by which we mean, it would get screwed in all walks of life.
Then we tell it , but by this time the weird brain of the baby starts working and it wont listen to anything anymore... The baby (not a baby anymore) will not listen to what anyones got to say and will make its choices through free will (even though everything it knows was learned through imitation).. But we got to tell it something right? How do we do it???
This baby will not listen to us if we are in the realms of reason because the baby itself is in that realm and the first question it shall ask is "Why should i listen to it?" So we cannot convince the baby by putting in something tats "reasonable"
If we should have any say, it is only possible by confusing the baby. Now then there are a million ways to do it.. Bring in some real scary terms like god,honor,freedom,revolution,equality,humanity, .Neither do we nor the baby understands these stupid words.. but these words are the only way for us to exercise a fleeting control on the baby..
so.. without these confusing words the baby can know that everything is meaningless
With all these confusing words the baby can lie to itself that everything is meaningful.
Both ways the fact remains that the baby is not and will not be any closer to the ultimate truth!
Then we tell it , to learn all the "nuances" of life by "experience" by which we mean, it would get screwed in all walks of life.
Then we tell it ,
This baby will not listen to us if we are in the realms of reason because the baby itself is in that realm and the first question it shall ask is "Why should i listen to it?" So we cannot convince the baby by putting in something tats "reasonable"
If we should have any say, it is only possible by confusing the baby. Now then there are a million ways to do it.. Bring in some real scary terms like god,honor,freedom,revolution,equality,humanity,
so.. without these confusing words the baby can know that everything is meaningless
With all these confusing words the baby can lie to itself that everything is meaningful.
Both ways the fact remains that the baby is not and will not be any closer to the ultimate truth!
Word of experience
Dont feel happy. Thats the root cause of all real and imagined troubles. Whenever u are faced with a sense of primitive joy ( the same feeling a kid gets when given a bag of choclates).. ask the following questions
1) Who / What is making me happy?
2) Will this prolong for the near future? If not, what will be the course of my actions? If yes, how long in the future do i have this secured?
3) What is the "real" source of the happiness?
4) Do i really really wanna be happy because of this?
After asking all these queries, there will be no "trouble" left, because u would have sucked out the happiness from the whole scene - which is exactly what you should do..
The reasons that i learned the hard way
If you are made happy by an external source, u r always liable to loose it and everything else u had with it.. u ll be in a state from which all ur fundamental assumptions are lost and questions like why all these things are "happening" to me would arise.
The reason is u invested ur source of happiness in the wrong place
Well. if u follow everything i had jus said u would become the biggest killjoy ever walked the surface of earth- so... the only take away from all this crap is
Invest ur money carefully
Invest ur love more carefully, coz thats wat counts!
1) Who / What is making me happy?
2) Will this prolong for the near future? If not, what will be the course of my actions? If yes, how long in the future do i have this secured?
3) What is the "real" source of the happiness?
4) Do i really really wanna be happy because of this?
After asking all these queries, there will be no "trouble" left, because u would have sucked out the happiness from the whole scene - which is exactly what you should do..
The reasons that i learned the hard way
If you are made happy by an external source, u r always liable to loose it and everything else u had with it.. u ll be in a state from which all ur fundamental assumptions are lost and questions like why all these things are "happening" to me would arise.
The reason is u invested ur source of happiness in the wrong place
Well. if u follow everything i had jus said u would become the biggest killjoy ever walked the surface of earth- so... the only take away from all this crap is
Invest ur money carefully
Invest ur love more carefully, coz thats wat counts!
Thursday, December 28, 2006
I need some 10 lakhs in 6 months
Hi,
Is there a legal, ethical way for an ordinary person to earn 10 lakhs with hard work and intelligence (i ll borrow it!) in 6 months.
This question is more real than hypothetical as I need the money badly! Assuming some1 is reading all this crap, I call for constructive suggestions on this issue.
Koushik
Is there a legal, ethical way for an ordinary person to earn 10 lakhs with hard work and intelligence (i ll borrow it!) in 6 months.
This question is more real than hypothetical as I need the money badly! Assuming some1 is reading all this crap, I call for constructive suggestions on this issue.
Koushik
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Two months and 10 days in retrospect
Q:
1.Two months and 10 days after joining the work force of cognizant.. What have I achieved???
2. Is this life changing me for the better -- making me a "professional"??
3. Am I learning anything ???
4. Is this life worth emulating?
A:
1)
achievements!
I have made a lot of friends after joining my team and I assume people around me like me (or at least able to tolerate me!)...
So.. This new "GANG" is my only achievement.
I have done what I was told to do for all this time-- but that hardly can be classified as an "achievement".
2)
Am I a professional?
Though it is tempting to shout out YES, the fact remains that I don't have most of the characteristics of what I expect of a professional!
I talk a lot (as usual) mostly when I am not supposed to talk!
I am way too candid and talk watever I can think about!
Well.. Other than this factor-- I guess I am as pro as everybody else-- but still wud like to have an objective opinion of this metric!
3)
Am I learning anything?
Its important for a person to learn something coz-- when the learning curve ends- ur youth ends-- u become one of those stereotypes!
so keep learning some stuff if u wanna stay young.
I learnt a few stuff in java and little about the process.
But the overall job does not require vast learning as much as it requires repetition of simple tasks.
4) Am I worthy?
Ofcourse not!
I am not a pessimist or a person who cannot see the powers I possess. But the fact remains that whatever I do for work doesn't even remotely link to my purpose of life.
Our whole account converts one format of data to another. Does it seem like a noble task???
1.Two months and 10 days after joining the work force of cognizant.. What have I achieved???
2. Is this life changing me for the better -- making me a "professional"??
3. Am I learning anything ???
4. Is this life worth emulating?
A:
1)
achievements!
I have made a lot of friends after joining my team and I assume people around me like me (or at least able to tolerate me!)...
So.. This new "GANG" is my only achievement.
I have done what I was told to do for all this time-- but that hardly can be classified as an "achievement".
2)
Am I a professional?
Though it is tempting to shout out YES, the fact remains that I don't have most of the characteristics of what I expect of a professional!
I talk a lot (as usual) mostly when I am not supposed to talk!
I am way too candid and talk watever I can think about!
Well.. Other than this factor-- I guess I am as pro as everybody else-- but still wud like to have an objective opinion of this metric!
3)
Am I learning anything?
Its important for a person to learn something coz-- when the learning curve ends- ur youth ends-- u become one of those stereotypes!
so keep learning some stuff if u wanna stay young.
I learnt a few stuff in java and little about the process.
But the overall job does not require vast learning as much as it requires repetition of simple tasks.
4) Am I worthy?
Ofcourse not!
I am not a pessimist or a person who cannot see the powers I possess. But the fact remains that whatever I do for work doesn't even remotely link to my purpose of life.
Our whole account converts one format of data to another. Does it seem like a noble task???
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
proffessional
I am proffessional!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
finished training in cts...
now going to work tomo..
following wherever my life takes me to and my heart commands me to.
Whats my destiny?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
finished training in cts...
now going to work tomo..
following wherever my life takes me to and my heart commands me to.
Whats my destiny?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Sunday, June 25, 2006
some 'events' in the past one month
On 24th may 2006 16:35 PM
Well..this is not exactly 1 month from now.. so wat??
This was the last exam i had to take.It was Parallel Computing an elective paper.
As usual i took more than 50 minutes for the first question hoping to catch up later...which i didnt do. At 16:35 .. i had 25 minutes left before they kick me out of the room and i had to answer for 52 marks! I has wrote for 2 hrs and 35 minutes only to answer for 48 marks (3*16).
This was the last exam.. and seemed like there is going to be a BIG TWIST(ofcourse not a good one) waiting for me!
I wrote with so much speed that even i couldnt read wat i was writing...
Well..some examiner made some sense out of it.. and i PASSED ( i really donno how much i scored ..should be above 60...)
Out of the exam hall, i started to run...
I ran .. ran .. and ran... the atmosphere was filled with people wishing congratuations to each other and people rejoicing at the fact that they had accomplished what they came to the college for...
I ran....
I was a little excited about my accomplishments inside the exam hall and explained it to every1 who would listen to me ... thou it was still difficult to find any1 with ears for me!!
I ran.... very happy that i dont have to get back to these places EVER! (I havent yet gone to my college after that day.. not even to collect the certificates)..NOT that i hated that place.. I really dono for sure what i feel about my college..anyway it doesnt matter....
I ran.... ofcourse not caring who looked at me .. coz its their problem not mine... to bear with me for 1 last time!
I ran through the corridor to the canteen.. I STOPPED on my way to the canteen to see that my bag was open and i dont have purse. My friend was walking with me (somehow managing to keep phase with me).. I gave my bag and all it contents to him...
Now i had a problem. I had a train to catch at 10 PM that night to some hillspot!
I cant miss the bus (which leaves at 5 30 PM) and safely get home and then leave for the railway station.
I turned to run towards the exam hall to get my purse..
But I was stopped by my friend before even i started ..
He gave me my purse back! I had just given him the purse with all the contents of my bag to him..
The canteen forced me to give treat to a few friends and ....
Well..this is not exactly 1 month from now.. so wat??
This was the last exam i had to take.It was Parallel Computing an elective paper.
As usual i took more than 50 minutes for the first question hoping to catch up later...which i didnt do. At 16:35 .. i had 25 minutes left before they kick me out of the room and i had to answer for 52 marks! I has wrote for 2 hrs and 35 minutes only to answer for 48 marks (3*16).
This was the last exam.. and seemed like there is going to be a BIG TWIST(ofcourse not a good one) waiting for me!
I wrote with so much speed that even i couldnt read wat i was writing...
Well..some examiner made some sense out of it.. and i PASSED ( i really donno how much i scored ..should be above 60...)
Out of the exam hall, i started to run...
I ran .. ran .. and ran... the atmosphere was filled with people wishing congratuations to each other and people rejoicing at the fact that they had accomplished what they came to the college for...
I ran....
I was a little excited about my accomplishments inside the exam hall and explained it to every1 who would listen to me ... thou it was still difficult to find any1 with ears for me!!
I ran.... very happy that i dont have to get back to these places EVER! (I havent yet gone to my college after that day.. not even to collect the certificates)..NOT that i hated that place.. I really dono for sure what i feel about my college..anyway it doesnt matter....
I ran.... ofcourse not caring who looked at me .. coz its their problem not mine... to bear with me for 1 last time!
I ran through the corridor to the canteen.. I STOPPED on my way to the canteen to see that my bag was open and i dont have purse. My friend was walking with me (somehow managing to keep phase with me).. I gave my bag and all it contents to him...
Now i had a problem. I had a train to catch at 10 PM that night to some hillspot!
I cant miss the bus (which leaves at 5 30 PM) and safely get home and then leave for the railway station.
I turned to run towards the exam hall to get my purse..
But I was stopped by my friend before even i started ..
He gave me my purse back! I had just given him the purse with all the contents of my bag to him..
The canteen forced me to give treat to a few friends and ....
Sunday, May 14, 2006
movies
MOVIES MOVIES
Other than eat and sleep my days are filled with non stop movies in this vacation.. i mean "study holidays"....
What type of movies do i like?
well.. its difficult to answer that question...to answer right away
What type of movies do i hate?
I hate stupid tamil movies in which no one has even a vague idea of whats being filmed.
(Example..All vijayganth,prabhu films )
I hate super cool high budget hollywood movies in which we all know whats going to happen and just wait to get it over with.
(Example.. Undersiege, Outbreak)
Now lets get back to the previous question.
I like movies which cannot be properly classified as belonging to a particular type.
(Example.. Pulp fiction, Love actally)
I like weird movies in which the total story or the choice of characters are done in the crudest possible way.
(Example.. Being john malkovich,Meet the feebles)
I like the coolest drama pics ever made.
(Example.. 12 angry men, A clockwork orange,hamlet)
I like almost any properly made thriller.
(Example.. Se7en, Eyes wide shut,coldblooded,Identity,Bourne Identity,Touch of Evil,Village)
I like any comedy pic which makes me laugh.
Woody allen is the best.(Annie hall,Love and death)
Monty python series.
Adam sandler..
Other than eat and sleep my days are filled with non stop movies in this vacation.. i mean "study holidays"....
What type of movies do i like?
well.. its difficult to answer that question...to answer right away
What type of movies do i hate?
I hate stupid tamil movies in which no one has even a vague idea of whats being filmed.
(Example..All vijayganth,prabhu films )
I hate super cool high budget hollywood movies in which we all know whats going to happen and just wait to get it over with.
(Example.. Undersiege, Outbreak)
Now lets get back to the previous question.
I like movies which cannot be properly classified as belonging to a particular type.
(Example.. Pulp fiction, Love actally)
I like weird movies in which the total story or the choice of characters are done in the crudest possible way.
(Example.. Being john malkovich,Meet the feebles)
I like the coolest drama pics ever made.
(Example.. 12 angry men, A clockwork orange,hamlet)
I like almost any properly made thriller.
(Example.. Se7en, Eyes wide shut,coldblooded,Identity,Bourne Identity,Touch of Evil,Village)
I like any comedy pic which makes me laugh.
Woody allen is the best.(Annie hall,Love and death)
Monty python series.
Adam sandler..
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Jobless
If you didnt know it already i am totally vetti,jobless.
The greatest problem i face daily is to decide wat to do next.
Open to suggestions :D
koushik
The greatest problem i face daily is to decide wat to do next.
Open to suggestions :D
koushik
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Prejudice and Openmindedness
Everything we do is prejudiced. We dont note that in trivial cases.
When i say "prejudice" it covers everything like racism, nationality,caste...
This is obviously wrong.
But whats the solution? Openmindedness?
Can a person be open minded in the perfect sense of the word?
NO its just not possible.
Life is just a process of learning and unlearning the principles...
K..enF theory (4 now ;) )
"
When the sun sets in the west
When the moon rises in the east
When the crows fly towards the south
and the winds blow towards the north
its time to look for better blogs :)
"
When i say "prejudice" it covers everything like racism, nationality,caste...
This is obviously wrong.
But whats the solution? Openmindedness?
Can a person be open minded in the perfect sense of the word?
NO its just not possible.
Life is just a process of learning and unlearning the principles...
K..enF theory (4 now ;) )
"
When the sun sets in the west
When the moon rises in the east
When the crows fly towards the south
and the winds blow towards the north
its time to look for better blogs :)
"
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
College after a fortnight
Its been more than 15 days since i have been to the classes. Getting too used to doing nothing.
It was the same class mates(what did i expect???) and almost nothing new.
TS sir(?!!!), gave a highly motivating and fruitfull lecture with full enthu but without telling one valid point. I listened (well thats what happens when u sit in the first bench..) and it was hell of an experience.
Then we had the TQM, a subject which deals with next to nothing... its obviously a theory paper in which there is nothing what so ever to teach. To hide overself from the fact, the teacher gives notes in one hour and students take notes. Then she calls some1 at random and the person reads the notes back..well HIGHLY interactive... (The book is far better than the class, read the 7 habits book .... atleast it may be useful).
For the rest of the time, i donno how we manage to sit for so much time and DO NOTHING!!!!!
Well.. pretty soon... all these will be over and no more college!! Will it make me feel any better? ... i really donno..
It was the same class mates(what did i expect???) and almost nothing new.
TS sir(?!!!), gave a highly motivating and fruitfull lecture with full enthu but without telling one valid point. I listened (well thats what happens when u sit in the first bench..) and it was hell of an experience.
Then we had the TQM, a subject which deals with next to nothing... its obviously a theory paper in which there is nothing what so ever to teach. To hide overself from the fact, the teacher gives notes in one hour and students take notes. Then she calls some1 at random and the person reads the notes back..well HIGHLY interactive... (The book is far better than the class, read the 7 habits book .... atleast it may be useful).
For the rest of the time, i donno how we manage to sit for so much time and DO NOTHING!!!!!
Well.. pretty soon... all these will be over and no more college!! Will it make me feel any better? ... i really donno..
Saturday, January 14, 2006
noname001
Is there nothing to tell?
Unfortunately, its true that there is NOTHING at all to tell...
(then why am i writing this?????..still worse u r reading it ;)) )
Life is so very peaceful that peace becomes boredom.
Well.. 3 movies per day is the average count now...
Its not even that i look for good movies, if its a bad movie and even if i know it is , i keep on watching looking for what exactly is bad..
U ..still reading this.. Hurray.. there is a person more jobless than i am (or i guess so..)
Unfortunately, its true that there is NOTHING at all to tell...
(then why am i writing this?????..still worse u r reading it ;)) )
Life is so very peaceful that peace becomes boredom.
Well.. 3 movies per day is the average count now...
Its not even that i look for good movies, if its a bad movie and even if i know it is , i keep on watching looking for what exactly is bad..
U ..still reading this.. Hurray.. there is a person more jobless than i am (or i guess so..)
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Koushik
Its MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is nothing much worth mentioning about me.
I am just an ordinary person you would see in your life.
I am sure i cant give an impressive intro to me (most probably coz there is nothin much impressive enough)
well.. if u wanna know more (!!!!!y would any1 want this??) u ll have to try and make friend with me ... k.koushik@gmail.com .. mail me and there will be 99.999999% chance that u ll get a response.
There is nothing much worth mentioning about me.
I am just an ordinary person you would see in your life.
I am sure i cant give an impressive intro to me (most probably coz there is nothin much impressive enough)
well.. if u wanna know more (!!!!!y would any1 want this??) u ll have to try and make friend with me ... k.koushik@gmail.com .. mail me and there will be 99.999999% chance that u ll get a response.
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